ye know, its apparently not philotic, because it took half an hour for me to pick up on it, and consider it my own idea.

but enough of that. i've spent the past few days thinking. mostly thinking, at least. occasional w*rk, occasional reading, quite a bit of bitching, etc. . .

anyways. i'm back now. and i'll never go away again. i promise. [08.11.00@18:55]

finally got around to updating some things around here. namely, my links, bio, and net history. the links page uses tables, much like the art page, ph33r it. mm. anyways. yeah. stuff. some time later on i'll be adding a photo gallery to the art page. since i've got a few rolls of film developed around 'ere. so everyone can see the decapitated cones and "ASS EXTRAVAGANZA".

right. but for now i must run off to find a place online that sells fruit of the loom t-shirts. so we can convert my garage into a sweatshop.. [08.12.00@11:58]

she kills me when she does that. 's happened more than once. i'm not sure how to explain it, though, in terms where i dont have to be very. urm. bugger. i *really* cant seem to come up with words right now. i've also been slacking off in everything i told myself i was going to do online. read more. write more. check things more. all tossed aside. oddly though, this time it isnt because of my personal life, or because of assorted games, or other such diversions. its because i'm actually doing work. for the first time in. well. a damn long time. i've actually been prepaired for stuff. i've actually been doing work. i've actually been trying. i think i'm only doing so this year because for the first time in damn near forever, things actually seem possible, goals actually seem attainable.

but sadly, this has to suffer.

yeah. so. anyways. i've really got to get some sleep. i've been killing my eyes with all the reading i've been doing, and over the past 24 how much time i've spent sitting at this computer screen processing data.

more details as they become available. [08.20.00@00:17]

its nice to see that my cycle has deconstructed rather efficently. day one now consists of pahyziks-type-stuff, followed by spanish-type stuff, followed by ja, which means "wander down to mr p's room and mess about online for two hours". day two can be pretty much all sleepy-time. ja where it doesnt matter if i pass out, followed by history, in which we dont tend to do much. and then computer science, where we do stuff, but it is never too violently difficult. day three is rather nice. math, where we dont do anything difficult, and english, where we do difficult things, but it appears easy, because it secretly is. and then ja. again. where if i really want to, i can wander up to mr p's room again and wrestle assorted other people for the computer.

in today's edition of "wander down to mr p's room", i decided to beat up terragen untill it popped something out that didnt look realistic any more. i feel like i've succeeded rather nicely. i think after i play with this a bit more, i'll make a design out of it. probably involving happy-fun stuff like scrolling divisions, and maybe the evil ie5.5 scrollbar thingos just to piss everyone off.. yeah.. that'd be fun.. i'd kinda like to do a pop-up site, but i'm not sure if i really want to bother.. in any case, wacky-fun stuff is being frequently added to the art section. expect a redesign as soon as i find time. which will probably be over the weekend. before monday, since monday is going to be the pretty much day-long lan party. which is going to be broadcast live all day, sans audio, sadly. but. yeah. it should be odd. ver' odd. right. i should've dated this earlier. oh well. [08.30.00@19:59]