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[ mood | numb ] [ music | my head saying-you moron! you're going to be late for work ] blah. i feel so weird right now. i just realized that i never really take the time to remember stuff. that's why i always write to-do lists. i've trained myself not to remember. there's too much stuff that i don't want to remember. i've learned a lot. almost all of the things that i've learned in this past year have been through experience. and while i digest the thoughts, principles, and spawns of reflection... i make a point to learn the lesson at hand; focus on remembering as much as i can about the lesson... so that i don't have to remember the most of the circumstances surrounding it. that's probably not very healthy. and who knows... maybe i have a false perception of how i handle things right now. but that's all the time that i have to reflect upon the subject... and i know that memories triggered this mood that i'm in. ---------------------- *sigh* »back

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